Desired by her Alien Prince: A SciFi Alien Romance (The Alien Princes of Tartarus Book 2) by Bella Blair

Author:Bella Blair [Blair, Bella]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2023-09-27T16:00:00+00:00

Azazel and I didn't speak much on the way back to the ship. I was in an emotional turmoil, and he seemed to sense it. He didn't try to make conversation; instead, he held me tightly pressed against his chest as I stared outside with burning eyes, refusing to let the tears fall.

I had so many reasons to cry that I didn't even know where to start, and I definitely didn't want to give my parents the satisfaction, even though they wouldn't have ever known it.

So I kept them at bay and tried to unravel the knots of thoughts inside my head. One thread led to another and another, and it seemed impossible for me to not make the knot even tighter than it already was.

I was angry at my mother, because she was the one who should have explained all this to me a long time ago. She should have explained why I had been so frigid, why nothing had ever aroused me.

I couldn't even count the number of times I visited a therapist because of it. How many times had I railed against myself? How many times I had blamed myself? How many hormones and drugs had I taken to experience something? Something I now knew I never had a chance of experiencing until I met Azazel or until I would have been older.

I had felt inadequate; a failure for as long as I could remember.

It wouldn't have taken much for my mother to explain since she had gone through the same thing. For a moment I considered that I could have gone to her; still, it had been her role to teach me, to explain why I was different.

I was angry with my father for trying to kill Azazel, or me for that matter. He hadn't even cared that I had been in the line of fire. What if he had succeeded? He hadn't even stopped to ask how I felt about him. He hadn't considered how he could have broken my heart, not to mention killed me.

I was furious with both of them for withholding my brother from me and for what they did to him. I wondered how he felt about me. About the sister who had grown up beloved, wanted. If he wondered why our parents had defied the Order for me and not for him.

Thinking of the Order confused me, but what it meant confused me even more. Where had the Nayphyllym come from? If they were aliens, where were their spaceships? Had they crashed here? And what was their connection with the Daemons?

My head felt ready to explode from all the questions bouncing inside.

My one constant was Azazel as he sat stoically next to me, holding me. Inexplicably, I trusted he would never betray me. I couldn't have said where that knowledge came from, but the more I learned, the more I was convinced that we had known each other for a long time even though it sounded impossible.

I even considered that maybe we met years ago, and that our memories had been erased.

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